britebabybluezz

yoUr mY faVoriTe iLLuSiOn <3

2005-08-09T21:54:43Z

now all that's left are menories so bitter sweet♥

i just wish i still had you here with me to hold..
to know that feeling that everything was alright
& to have you look at me that way you did before,
& i`ll still keep wishing --» i dont want to love anybody else. </3

gotta put up with the storm if ya want the sunshine^°_°^♥

sOMEWHERE dOWN tHE rOAD tHERES sOMEONE wAiTiNGG; yEARS OF dREAMS jUST cAN'T bEE wRONGG ...

2005-06-04T00:41:12Z

i picture us standing in the middle of the road,

blocking traffic, starring into each others eyes,

breathlessly knowing that we can't explain in

words how much it means to be

in the others presence once again.

Do what you want but I know who you are
Say what you want but I know what you're thinking
Go where you want but I won't be too far
Go where you want and I know where you'll end up

If you fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back <3

Stars are given light by nature, but
dreams are what make them sparkle. <33

I think sometimes you forget where the heart is <3

2005-05-15T02:00:09Z

N0W i`LL WRiTE "i LOVE YOU" D0WN THE SAME NUMBER 0F TiMES Y0U SAiD iT T0 ME & i`LL GiVE iT T0 Y0U S0 Y0U CAN USE iT 0N THE NEXT GiRL WH0 Y0U SAY iS Y0UR W0RLD & i H0PE SHE D0ESNT BELiEVE Y0U LiKE i DiD, BECAUSE i KN0W N0W THAT Y0U NEVER MEANT iT T0 ME WHEN YOU SAiD iT, WHY DiD Y0U HAVE T0 LiE T0 ME, DiDNT Y0U KN0W H0W i FELT AB0UT Y0U? Y0U WERE MY EVERYTHiNG, AND i TH0UGHT i WAS Y0UR EVERYTHiNG T00, i CANT BELiEVE THiS iS iT BETWEEN ME AND Y0U.THiS iS THE WORST PAiN iVE EVER FELT<|3 WHY DiD THiS HAPPEN? AFTER EVERYTHiNG iVE d0NE F0R Y0U, ALL THE CHANCES i TRiED GiViNG Y0U,Y0U STiLL BR0KE MY HEART EVERYTiME-BUT iTS 0VER N0W,FiNALLY i REALiZED THAT i D0NT DESERVE THiS & i H0NESTLY D0NT THiNK Y0U DESERVE ME.iVE SPENT T0 MANY DAYS CRYiNG 0VER Y0U,WiSHiNG Y0U W0ULD C0ME BACK. YEAH, i STiLL L0VE Y0U & i DEFiNATLY WiLL F0R A L0NG TiME, BUT i CANT D0 THiS NEM0RE. i CANT WATCH Y0U PLAY ME,iT HURTS T0 MUCH;N0 MATTER H0W MUCH i WANT Y0U BACK, i CANT GET Y0U, i GUESS THiS iS CALLED M0ViNG 0N<|3

i D0NT KN0W WHY HE D0ES WHAT HE D0ES, PLAYiNG L0ST&F0UND WiTH MY L0VE- TRYiNG T0 C0NFUSE ME & ABUSE ME, HES SURE ENOUGH G0NNA L0SE ME<|3

rEgreTs aRe a waSte oF tiMe, tHey aRe liKe tHe pAst criPpLinG yOu iN tHe pResEnt

2005-05-10T22:00:15Z

One day, I want to be the "you" in all those over-used quotes on your profile. One day, I want to count the little stars and have it add up to my name. One day, I want you to end every conversation with "I love you" or "Never leave me." And I wouldn't, leave you that is. It's only fair. After all the effort I've put in to finding the perfect quote to describe the exact emotion you put in my head, don't I deserve someone to do the same for me? Underneath all the "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you"s and the "The truth is I've never fallen so hard"s, there's a little girl, who wishes she could just take your hand and run away. I want to stand up on my tippy toes and kiss you gently on the cheek. I want your hand to reach down and push a lock of hair behind my ear. I want you to hold me, and cherish me, and love me. And only me. But, I know "I'm not your star" this time around. So goes another day of away messages revolving around such topics as "The only broken hearted loser you'll ever need" and "I'm sick of writing every song about you". </3

..........lOve iS a bAttleFielDD <3

2005-04-22T02:11:34Z

sOmEtiMeSs yOu finD oUt whAt

yOu waNteD iS nOt whAt

yOu reaLLy nEed ' anDd aLL

thEe DrEaMs anD prOmiseS

weRe n0t meaNt tO bEe / aLL

yOuR hOpes aNd deSpeRate

tRies wOnt makE it liKe it waS

.. anD yOu thiNk thE pAiN

woNt paSs

my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you

2005-04-17T02:45:26Z

honestly.. growing up sucks -> not all kisses are m a g i c a l         <3

<3         & most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there

are those times when everything -- i mean l o v e, romance,         <3

<3         relationships -- it all falls together * p e r f e c t l y * & it's

incredible. it's those moments _ no matter how depressingly         <3

<3         few and far between _ that make growing up w o r t h it all
~ D a w s o n ' s C r e e k

& ive lost all doubt in a chemical romancee</3

2005-04-04T05:28:01Z

DoNT FORgeT ABouT tHe PaST iT CaN GivE yoU The kEy 2 OPeN UP yoUR FuTUre <3

and i`ll smile ..
and you`ll wave ..
and we`ll PRETEND
that it`s okay </3

it`s like taking me to the highest mountain
showing me the world & saying ..
" this is what you can't have "

He's the guy that i so desperately try to push out of my head while at the same time cling to our memories with all my might... he's the guy that i hate because i love him and i love him because i hate him... he's the guy that no matter what he does to himself or to me, i'll always love him... i knew him really well at one point, then he got lost, i tried finding him, but i realize he's got to find his own way back... back to me? maybe?... i keep hoping that this will be my romantic love story, happy ending and all... but sadly i'm preparing myself, my heart, for yet again another disappointment </3

" because for me it`s always been you. always.
& i`ve tried to fight it, i`ve tried to deny it but i
can`t. your undeniable. " -- the O.C.

...And she dreAms of never openinG her Eyes AgAin..</3

2005-01-25T05:30:06Z

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night and i made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But it can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and i'm with you again
But in the end i can still feel the pain
Everytime i hear your name

The sun wont shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling everyday
There's just one heart where there once was two
That's the way it's gonna be
Until i get over you

nObOdy iN tHiS wOrLD cOmeS CLOSE tO yOu <3

LiFes aBoUt TrUsTiN yOuR fEeLinGs . HaViNg FaItH
iN yOuRseLf . tAkInG cHaNcEs . BeInG cRaZy . HaViN fun
fInGiNg hApPinEsS aNd FaLLiNg iNn LoVee <3

I think i would MiSs you even if.....
we never MeT

...And she dreAms of never openinG her Eyes AgAin..</3

2005-01-25T05:28:32Z

LiFes aBoUt TrUsTiN yOuR fEeLinGs . HaViNg FaItH
iN yOuRseLf . tAkInG cHaNcEs . BeInG cRaZy . HaViN fun
fInGiNg hApPinEsS aNd FaLLiNg iNn LoVee <3

the longer it takes you to realize you
can't go back to the paste when things
were the way they were .. the longer
it takes you to move on - the o'c

britebabybluezz @ 2005-01-20T00:21:00

2005-01-20T05:22:40Z

Heaven knows what will come next. So emotional, you're so complex. A rollercoaster built to crash, but I still love to have you around. <'3

*it takes time to explain....it takes heart to let go...it takes one thought to be strong...and one kiss to let all that go....

You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you'll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts ... you'll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life. <3333333

.she's just a broken - hearted girl crying out what's left of her soul </3

2004-12-27T02:46:39Z

In you I see further. Can it last forever? Words are lost in your eyes. One thought inside my heart. Think of me as days pass you by. Shards of glass, steal my breath. Blood runs cold. One thought inside my heart. I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do. Strip away, vanity. Broken smile. Starless sky.
I do, save it all. Say goodbye. Lacking interest, but it makes no difference . Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing. I'm out of touch, obsolete. They're faking champions hand picked, and all the fights have been fixed. Just wake to suffer through the day, trade a dream for the pay. Well here's the fact I hope it sticks, We're just alive out of habit . Shards of glass, steal my breath.
Blood runs cold.Strip away part of me. Broken smile. Starless sky. End it all. Say good-bye. One thought inside my heart. Think of me as days pass you by. Think of me, as I say goodbye.

..and we're poisoned by these fairytales </3

2004-12-16T15:30:14Z

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. Hope you can find out what you want. Already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. You can tell me how vile I already know I am. I'll grow old, start acting my age. I'll be a brand new face, in a life you hate.
Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad you can forgive. Only hoping, as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of this state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take all of your pictures down. Every picture you paint, I'll paint myself out. It's as cold as a tomb when I walk in your room, as I sneak to your bed to put salt in your wounds. So call it quits, don't give a rip. Say you wanted a solution, I just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad you can forgive. Only hoping, as time goes, you can forget.

So the next time you feel like killing someone,call me.And I'll be there.

F o r g e t m e i t s t h a t s i m p l e . . . </3

britebabybluezz @ 2004-11-18T16:14:00

2004-11-19T00:17:12Z

Just like an angel, you're gonna make me fly <333

2004-11-06T04:31:30Z

Ashlee Simpson - Surrender Lyrics

If that's the way you want it
Well there you go
Baby you can have it all,
Now that you just let me go
Yeah,yeah
Yeah,yeah

I waited here for so long
Thinkin' that you'd see
You just kept on runnin' away
You make your misery my company

Open up your eyes
Dont you know you only get one life

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window 
My sunshine's all around
All you have to do is just surrender, just surrender

All the pain in your heart,
All the tears in your empty soul
And when you're spinnin' round and around
Im the psycho goin' outta control

Open up your eyes
Dont you know youre only wasting time

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window 
My sunshine's all around
All you have to do is just surrender, just surrender

You know it doesn't matter what you do
Dont you know i'm so over you

Open up your eyes
Dont you know that it's your life

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window 
My sunshine's all around
All you gotta do is just surrender, just surrender, just
surrender

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window 
My sunshine's all around
All you gotta do is just surrender, just surrender

If that's the way you want it
Well there you go

& the wonder of it all is that you just don't realize how much i love you.

2004-10-30T23:06:24Z

If i had to run, if i had to crawl, if i had to swim a hundred rivers just to climb a thousand walls, always know that i would find a way to get to where you are.. there's no place that far.

it's when i'm standing six feet away from you & not being able to find the words to tell you how much i love you & how much i miss you that i want to just scream to the whole room that i'm still in love with you. it's when i'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number & hanging up that i would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. then i could just call you to tell you goodnight. it's when i am really sad about something & need someone to talk to that i realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. it's when i cry myself to sleep at night & it hits me how much i would give to hold you at that very moment. it's when i think about you that i realize no one else in the world is meant for me.

britebabybluezz @ 2004-10-18T17:36:00

2004-10-18T21:38:33Z

i ThinK The Reason PeoPLe hoLD onTo someThinG so TiGhT FoR so LonG is Because TheYRe aFRaiD someThinG so GReaT won'T come aLonG Twice...

Try not to reach out,
But when I tried to speakout,
Felt like no-one could hear me.
Wanted to belong here,
But somE thingfelt so wrong here.
So I'd pray, I could breaka way<3*

life brings 3 things..
[[ tears ]] [[ smiles ]] [[ memOries ]]
the tears dry up n the smiles fade away..
but the memOries will last fOrever!

britebabybluezz @ 2004-10-12T22:26:00

2004-10-13T05:27:30Z

aS wE dRiVe AlOnG tHiS rOaD cAlLEd,

"LiFe"

OcCaSiOnAlLy A gAl WiLl FiNd

HeRsElF

a LiTtLe LoSt...

wHeN ThAt HaPpEnS i GuEsS

sHe HaS 2 LeT gO oF tHe

CoUlDa, wOuLdA, sHoUlDA...

bUcKlE uP aNd JuSt

KeEp GoInG

"You can be my James Dean, i'll be your sweet queen."

2004-10-04T19:43:10Z

Hear You Me Lyrics from JIMMY EAT WORLD

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

britebabybluezz @ 2004-10-01T16:18:00

2004-10-01T20:20:30Z

&i begged you not to go. &now i need some help because i think i'm too lovesick, &this night isn't making it any better. &seeing you touch her like you touch me, makes this even harder;; &i'm starting to feel the vomit store up in my system. &i hate her so much for going behind my back. what a cunt. &i'm so mad that you can just decieve me so quickly;; so fucking unfaithful. &i can't believe you. &i just can't believe this. &you promised you wouldn't leave. &now i need some love because i think i'm too slick for you, &talking to you isn't making this any better. &seeing you kiss her like you kiss me, makes this even worse;; &i'm starting to spill my guts to the wrong boy

Your lips on my neck completely paralyzes me. </3

2004-09-26T07:06:00Z

---We would've been so great, you would have never wished for more than what I would have given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you'll never know what it could've been. Maybe someday you'll regret it, maybe someday you'll think it's the best decision you ever made. But maybe someday you'll see me walking, smiling, and happy alongside someone who's also smiling and happy because he has my heart. Maybe then you'll stop and realize what you're missing. Because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go.

but how can u hate sum1 who misses u when their asleep!

2004-09-18T02:35:59Z

I’m pretending I know how to read your lips. &Your words are as refreshing as the water I’ve drank on hot summer days. You always make it seem more like a game then how it really is. Like we take turns tearing each others clothes off, &then breaking each others hearts. &Winner gets all. I think you’ve won this one. Take the prize &leaving me on the floor in the wake of your existence. Where I now stumble on my words as if it were a simple pleasure for you to watch me lose myself in what I have already lost. &so you roll the dice &see how we end up. You already got what you want &time holds no name.&Laughter is as genuine as the smile I paint on my face. You gave me the pain so now watch me choke, such little entertainment like this, there could be nothing better. &You tied me up with your words, made me blind with the heat of your actions, &paralyzed me in ways only your lips can murmur. &you enjoyed every moment of it. None of that exsists, it never had from the start. Laughing at the fact when you walk out that door, you’re taking half of me with you. Leaving the rest to stain your sheets with the red of that lipstick.But baby, I never wear lipstick . . .like what’s on your collar. &all you can do is elaborate on an excuse. Seasons change &so did you. &you took my heart along for the ride. But to you baby, it was always more like a game. Winner takes all.
&You won this one.

britebabybluezz @ 2004-09-12T14:12:00

2004-09-12T18:14:37Z

--x-- aLwAYs WeAr A sMiLe --x--
bEcAuSe iT GoEs WiTh EvEryThiNg

There arent very many people in this world that can give you butterflies. So when you find someone that can, never let him go.
- Dawsons creek

>>aLWaYs LiSteN tO - [ uR hEaRt ] - cUz EvEn ThO iTs On YoUr LeFt :+: iTs ( . AlWaYs . ) RiGhT <<

fAtE oNly TaKeS yOu tO a cErTaiN PoInT tHeN iTs uP To yOu tO mAkE iT ..hApPeN..

SoMeTiMes yOu hAvE tO LeT yOuR hEaRt lEaD yOu, eVeN iF iTs SoMewHeRe yOu knOw yOu shOUldnT bE

LoVe iS aN aTtEmPt tO cHaNgE a PiEcE oF thE *dReAm WOrLd* iNtO rEaLiTY..

''LeTtiNg Go iSnT a OnE tImE thInG, iTs SOmEthiNg yOu dO EVeRyDaY, oVeR aNd OvEr AgaIn...'' -DaWsOnS CReEk

britebabybluezz @ 2004-09-06T18:48:00

2004-09-06T22:49:51Z

I remember you laughing and leaving, slamming my door, the sound at first, like dreaming. Don't leave just yet, I didn't mean any of what I just said. I swear by my wrists that we're better than this; much more to me than words in a notebook. You sigh and say "I'm through", and god damn you for breathing, "I love you". I love you, I love you, I love you.

britebabybluezz @ 2004-09-04T01:37:00

2004-09-04T05:38:38Z

& if i can'T have u then NOboDy caN!

*_The heart Knows whEn The Search is Over -*

..OOh i Used to Misss yOU,,,,,,,</3

2004-09-01T06:20:21Z

All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you,
Come on over,
Watch the late show,
Stay up talking until two
Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along
Everything sucks when you're gone </3